I regret nothing.
I regret nothing.
Things have been so weird lately.
Perhaps it’s just because it’s final’s week, I’m not sure.
So many things are on my brain.
I’ve failed my first exam,
surprisingly, there was no earthquake that plunged me into the Earth’s core.
I need my friends,
I need the comfort of company,
I need some hot cocoa and biscuits.
I can’t believe 2010 is nearly finished.
I’ve changed so much, we’ve changed so much.
It’s okay though, as they say, things happen for a reason.
I feel like I’m incoherent all of the time.
“A Wrackspurt… They’re invisible. They float in through your ears and make your brain go fuzzy, I thought I felt one zooming around in here.” -Luna Lovegood
Today was such an unproductive meeting at GSA. Our president was 25 minutes late to the meeting. I basically took over the meeting and gave our sponsor ideas. I don’t think our president gives a fuck anymore.
When I was a sophomore I became really depressed and I didn’t go to school for almost two weeks out of February. I’m afraid that it will happen again.
I just watched a documentary about the Westboro Baptist Church that advocates picketing of funerals and believes ‘all fags should die’. It really upset me. Although I’ll probably never see them in my life it hurts knowing there are people like that out there. I’m a strong believer in Christ, he taught tolerance and love. They’re turning people away from God. I feel bad people are so ignorant and don’t want to change at all. If any crazy christian has done anything to make you feel ostracized and alone I want to apologize, there are good people out here.
I watch the makeup guru tutorials on youtube when I’m bored…
Whatever, I do what I want.
I’m not a stereotype.
I didn’t know anyone there. I felt awkward but then I was like fuck it and just started talking to everyone I could. I made some new friends. All in all it was successful, I even had some awesome sangria.